Mysteri0uz

    Pain is the only thing that's real. Tried to kill it all away, but I remember everything. I can see you're sad, even when when you smile, even when you laugh, I can see it in your eyes. Deep inside you wanna cry.

    Not a day goes by that I don't feel this burn.
    All because of you, I haven't slept in so long. When I do, I dream of drowning in the ocean.

    I just wish that I didn't feel like there was something I missed & I could take back all the things I said to make u feel like that. This is me pretending. Untill the truth becomes a lie, untill u change, untill you deny. Don't save me, I don't care.

    It hurts. I'm never gonna be good enough for you. Can't pretend that I'm alright, and you can't change me cuz' we lost it all. Nothing lasts forever. I'm sorry, I can't be perfect. Now it's just too late and we can't go back, I'm sorry.

    It feels like you don't care anymore. Nothing's gonna change the things that you said, nothing's gonna make this right again.. You don't understand. You don't know what it's like. You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay.

    Now, I found someone who loves me for who I am. He'll fix me... He'll stay by my side for the rest of our lives. He's more than I could have ever dreamed of..

    &You will end up all alone. Alone with all your secrets and regrets. Don't lie.

    FAREWELL mam

    I can't rely on myself. I can't hold on, it's all too much to take in. Thoughts of failure sinking in. I don't know what to do. I can't tell u how to make it go, no matter what I do, how hard I try. I just end up getting hurt again. I'm lost within.

    Feelings mean nothing. I'm feeling so lonely breaking apart all this love in my heart. Without a sense of confidence I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take. I've felt this way before, so insecure.. These wounds will not heal.

    Oh no, don't go changing, that's what you told me from the start. Thought you were something different, that's when it all fell apart.
    Like you're so perfect and I can't measure up.

    Well I'm not perfect, just all messed up.

    The girl that you want, is tearing us apart.
    She's everything, everything I'm not.
    This is the end of you and me. ♪

    I'd be lost without you..

    Let's hold on to eachother above everything else. ♥

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    All that's left are pieces of.. the faded photographs, the frames of broken glass, the shattered memories time will soon erase. When I wake up you are never there.. All that's left are pieces of a dream. Tears devour you.

    I'm not afraid to bleed, but I won't do it for u. We're too numb to feel, the downfall starts right here. Hold ur breath and swim, swallowed by life's tear. Can you hear me? Can we pretend to leave? And then we'll meet again. So long and goodnight..

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    Lieve Raul, je bent alles voor me.
    Ik hou van je & ik wil je nooit kwijt. Je hebt m'n hart veroverd.
    We've had some times, I wouldn't trade for the world.

    You love me, but you don't know who I am. So let me go, let me go. I hope one day I'll go. I can't stop the rivers from running, I can't stop the rain from falling down on me. I know I'm not what you want. I've got nothing that you need.

    My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating. I've been doing just fine. I don't wanna live like my mother. We had hope but now it's broken. Try to fly away but it's impossible. Every breath I take gives birth to deeper sighs.

    Daddy please stop yelling, I can't stand the sound. Make mama stop crying, cuz' I need you around. I know that she hurt you, but remember I love you too.. In a family portrait we look pretty happy. Let's go back to that.. I promise I'll be better..

    Don't want to reach for me, do you? I mean nothing to you. Your lips say that you love, your eyes say that you hate. There's truth in your lies. I won't be the one to leave this in pieces. You will be alone with your secrets and regrets. Don't lie.

    Empty spaces fill me up with holes. No place left to go. Everything burns, no one cares. I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad. The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had. I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take.

    There is just no way I will ever trust you again, I just can't.
    Why do you keep making promises? All you'll do is break 'em.. Stop lying to me, us and yourself.
    &Get help for godsake, cuz' no one can force you to do this, you'll have to do this yourself. All by yourself.
    Just don't expect me to be there holding your hand.
    Don't think I will ever come running back to you, you broke it. You broke me...

    Daddy don't leave, turn around please.. You took my shining star. I don't want to have to split the holidays, I don't want two adresses, I don't want a STEP BROTHER anyways...and I don't want my mom to have to change her last name..

    I couldn't tell u why she felt that way, she felt it every day. I couldn't help her. I just watched her make the same mistakes again. Don't know where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. No place to go. Broken inside. Be strong now.

    I'm useless and you hate me. You can't save me. You can't change me. Everything, everything's my fault. Make this stop. Fûçking thanks a lot. Everything's my fault.

    I know I'll never trust a single thing you say.
    You knew your lies would divide us, but you lied anyway.

    & all the lies have got you floating up above us all, but what goes up has got to fall...

    Too many things that you've said about me when I'm not around. You think having the upper hand means you've got to keep putting me down.
    But I've had too many stand-offs with you, it's about as much as I can stand...

    So many people like me put so much trust in all your lies. There are so many things you say that make me feel like you've crossed the line. What goes up will surely fall and I'm counting down the time..

    A constant wave of tention on top of broken trust. You point the finger at me again.
    I wanna runaway, never say goodbye, never wonder why.
    I wanna know the truth, instead of wondering why.
    I wanna know the answers, no more lies.

    My life is broken.
    You have to think you're never wrong,
    You have to act like you're someone,
    You want someone to hurt like you,
    You want to share what you've been through.

    Without you is how I disappear. I'm really not so with you anymore. I'm just a ghost, so I can't hurt you anymore.. I will make it go away, can't be here no more. I will soon be gone, these feelings will be gone. All alone I seem to break.

    Thought that I could make it work if I just tried, but I'm sorry to admit that I've lived a lie.. I wish you told me from the start, that this was never meant to last.. We should have never gone this far.
    I've had my share of closing doors.. I know exactly what you'll say, but I'm sorry it's too late.

    They found you on the bathroom floor. I miss you, I miss you so far..& the collision of your kiss that makes it so hard.
    Singing songs that make you slit your wrists. It isn't that much fun, staring down a loaded gun. So I won't stop dying, won't stop lying. If you want I'll keep on crying. Did you get what you deserve? Is this what you always want me for?

    Sometimes I can't hold on, no one can help me. I don't think I can make it through this. It makes no sense. If I tried to make sense of this mess..I'm not sure where I should begin. I'm fallin'.. Those yesterday's feelings will all be lost in time.

    I kept my mouth shut for too long, I left you in the dark. All this time you got me wrong. You thought you knew me but you don't. You say you love me but you won't, when you find out who I am. Now we're in this way too far, I'm about to break your heart, tear everything we had apart.
    Cuz' I'm feeling lost when I'm in your arms. The reasons are gone for why I was holding on to you. I tried so hard to be the one, I don't like who I've become..

    09'06'07<3

    Mama please stop crying, I can't stand the sound. Your pain is painfull and it's tearin' me down. You fight about money, about me and my sister. And this I come home to. I don't want love to destroy me like it has done to my family.

    I try hard not to fall apart. I can't breathe, I can't sleep. Why can't I get through to you? I can't think, I can't speak. What am I to do? If I let you go, I'd betray my soul. Read the stars, see my scars. I feel so low when you're away.

     MIJN HABBO 

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